
Coffee - check
Cigarette - check
Prayer - check
Kriya - check
Meditation- check
Enlightenment - NO!
This day started off rushed. I woke up late and hurried to get on my routine path! Thrreeppp. Rushed, hurried, searching for guide. If something spectacular happened I certainly don't remember. This entire day has been filled with meaningful activitivies.
I cooked breakfast for my children. Had lunch with two brilliant friends. I've worked and spend quality educational time with my children. But something has tugged at me all day. Is it perhaps that I had discipline and perserverance for the sake of having them? Isn't that what people mean when they say "just put one foot in front of the other?"
There are no answers today. Only a weary desire to continue the search in the Valley of my Soul!