Okay, are you thinking what I'm think? What the heck does Grease have to do with mediation? I don't know. But as I sat under the Bodhi tree with Lagan this morning, the song "You're the One that I Want" rolled in like the band was playing outside the Meditation Room door. A wonderful movie that hit the big screen when I was in junior high. The love story tugged at my heart strings so heart that I'd sing the songs and tears would stream down my face. But in my mediation? hmmmm...
Today, was better than yesterday. I don't know why I get that way...down in my rabbit hole I call it. But I'd love to remember that it passes in just a day, usually. It gets scary in there! Maybe I can ask Lagan tomorrow?
The Valley of my Soul became splashed with colors today! Lagan said it's a matter of perspective! Okay,I like it. I dove into the lake again today - Lagan held my hand. He asked me what I was afraid of in the darkness of my soul? Of course, I have a million intellectual references but none of those seemed appropriate, character defects, shadows, stuff like that.
So again, no resolution. I will try and sum up my first month this weekend. Thank you so much for stopping by my blog. I really appreciate your time. My journey is better because you're on it with me!
Peace and blessings!
